I'm anxious
I can't sleep I can't eat and some days it seems it's even hard to breathe
Holding my breath as if I'm underwater
Drowning into the darkness that tends to suffocate my voice
Words seem to dissolve into thin air while I sit and have so much to say
But I get lost in my head and I can't catch my breath
These restless nights seem to be more common lately and I feel like I'm already part of the undead
Like the grim reaper is already knocking at my door and I just stand there
With no fear
Just ready to accept my fate
His shadow haunts the darkness that swirls around me
I welcome my anxiety
I eat it up and engorge it
I let it take me until ready to spit me back out
I can't keep going on like this
The voices come and go with their screams and shouts
Taunting me and remind me how worthless I truly feel
Somebody throw me a lifeline before I sink into quicksand
The clock is ticking and I'm running out of time
My anxiety reminds me I'm late for my appointment with insomnia, along with worthless
and the grim reaper